I wrote “So Lost” after being laid off from a job that I loved, and it made me realize how important it is to make money on my own without having to work for an employer. We’re so used to living in this society that thrives off capitalism, what happens if you decide not to and let it all go???

“I’mma be honest, I can’t keep going, it’s taking so much of myself…” are some of the lyrics to the song and it’s a way of me expressing how I often feel lost after chasing these fancy jobs and luxurious lifestyles. I can’t lose myself to things that don’t matter.

This is the first single from my upcoming album “House of Vu”
The album is about the journey of coming back to who you are after trying to fit in, please people, or chase things that made you forget what home feels like. And it’s not in a place, but in your own skin and realizing you’ve always been your own home.

I actually built a custom dollhouse to represent this album where each room represents a song on the album. 

“So Lost” = The Library Room

This song belongs to The Library Room, when I open the front door to the house, this is the first room I see. It’s a library room, full of tall wooden bookshelves and old rolled up maps. Since the song is about feeling lost, this room is the perfect place to be, to help me figure out what it is I seek to find. 

This song and room made me realize how lost I was and to remember my purpose and what I am doing this for. I don’t have to feel lost chasing wealth in this capitalistic society. I want to live a life of ease and comfort while being able to live off my artistic creations and there’s nothing wrong with that.